| Saturday, May 31, 2003 |
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IGNITION by R.Kelly (thanks Jerome for playing this in the car on the way to gimmick)
I'm not trying to cool
But hey pretty girl i'm feeling you
but when you do the things you do...
Running her hands through my 'fro
bouncing on twenty-fours
it's the remix to ignition
hot and fresh from the kitchen
mama rolling that body
every man in here wishin'
sipping on coke and rum
i'm like, so what i'm drunk
it's the freaking weekend baby
i'm gonna have me some fun
Girl i'm feeling what you're feeling
no more hopin' and wishin'
i'm about to take my key and
stick it in the ignition
Crystal poppin' and the stress navigator
we got food everywhere
as if the party was catered
fellas on my left, honeys on my right
we bring em all together we can do it all night
And after the show it's the after-party
and after the party it's the hotel lobby
roundabout before ya got it, clear the lobby
you can take it to your room and
*bleep* somebody...
I really like this song! yeah baby!it's the freaking weekend! had a blast! i know i said i wasn't going out but everyone texted in the afternoon to get together tonight. I'm still riled up from a Saturday night full of alcohol, cigs, my bestfriends and buddies...got to wear my miniskirt and everyone said i lost so much weight...i can't sleep! happy-happy-joy-joy! heehee. Life is good.
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just replace "man" with "woman" and all the references for gender for it to become applicable to me. hehe
(if i got the lyrics wrong, please don't hesitate to correct me. i just got them manually)
ANOTHER MAN by Two Ton Shoe
Don’t play that music
It reminds me of better days
Before our love started to fade away
I always wanted to give you everything you need
But it was never enough to make you feel like I love you
Get another man
To let you down
Get another man
To let you down
You’ve got your roses
You’ve got your diamond rings
But it’s clear to me you’re not satisfied with anything
See you found another interest
you’ll be cool like I used to be
and you’ll cut him to size
and won’t apologize
he’ll be a fool just like me
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| posted by maldita @ 12:45 PM
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Quote from Neva's blog:
No, no, no. Lolita is by now means a love story, no matter what anyone says. It's basically a novel about a deluded pervert trying to confuse the judge and jury through long, flowery passages and convoluted justifications. He also manages to play the psychologically-disturbed, little-boy-at-heart bit quite well. Six words describe this book well (I read it a second time): STATUTORY RAPE ACCORDING TO A PEDOPHILE.
Ah, the times and their trends...
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| posted by maldita @ 12:41 PM
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my week has had a pretty good ending...=)
after getting sick last tuesday and wednesday, i bolted by thursday night. Went out with someone who turns out to be the brother of a friend! (does this sound like a blind item?haha). We had dinner at Rastro at 7:30 and unknowingly stayed until 11pm! of course that included a few drinks and enjoying the indoors while the rain was pouring outside.
Last night was also excellente! presented to the marketing director till around 7:30pm and i don't think i botched that up naman. it went pretty well. have lots to do on monday though. I'm really liking my job here. THen met up with my officemates in Rockwell for a few drinks and then time for a little shopping...went home to change so that another friend could pick me up to go out.
Went to greenbelt and as usual temple was packed. So he suggested Nuvo instead. We had a couple of drinks and remembered the time pre-bf when we'd hang out together in the park or in my house. He's been in my life since i was in college and has always been a fixture no matter who i'm with. Except with my last one. We had a talk about it and agreed not to see or talk to each other anymore. THat was really sad for me but he was really understanding...anyway, seeing my old friend again made me realize how happy i am being single and i can just do anything i want, be there for any of my friends anytime and not have any restrictions.
We went to temple afterwards and...it reminded us of how Venetia was just as full, but this time we didn't know anyone! I guess in our ehem "younger" days we knew everyone who went out! but when you reach a certain age - past all the reputation, tsismis, whispers - you appreciate anonymity. It's more liberating actually.
But we still saw a lot of people. A lot of my friends from every corner of my life was out and apparently knew him too. So it was fun seeing the smiles on everyone's faces. God! one friend even commented how cute he was and if he was single! haha...guess i can set him up on a date soon.
Tonight will be relax night. having dinner with friends and maybe catch a movie. I'm going out again tomorrow. Do you realize that Sunday is the day you like spending with your significant other? for two years i had no one to spend Sunday with. He was always asleep. Lonely relationship, i know. Isn't it ironic now that i'm single, I have no Sunday free anymore? such is life. |
| posted by maldita @ 12:35 AM
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| Wednesday, May 28, 2003 |
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i'm watching My Best Friend's Wedding...
you want to be with someone who doesn't pull away when you want to hug them in public. I think there's only one person who i never pulled away from... =(
"it's all my fault and i'm sorry."
Someday...when i'm awfully low, and the world is cold. I will feel a glow just thinking of you. And the way you look tonight. |
| posted by maldita @ 10:01 AM
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i am forever cursed...thanks Daphne for the test...but i still came up with this:
You'll Fall in Love With A Taurus!
A Taurus is the most stubborn of all signs - but that fits you perfectly!
Taurus are keepers by their very nature, and they are almost always patient and reliable.
Once you find the right Taurus to fall in love with, you'll know that he / she is be yours forever.
Just like you, your Taurus is seeking out security and companionship in their relationships.
You will feel at home with a Taurus, for they also believe in developing deep, stable love.
A Taurus lover will do everything possible to ensure that you live happily ever after.
One warning: Don't try to change a Taurus!
It won't work!
Your Taurus can only change if he / she wants to, and even then it will take almost an eternity.
What Sign Should Your Lover Be?
More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
Ayoko na ng taurus! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh!
had two boyfriends na taurus na! one beat me up the other broke my heart. pwede ba! ugh! |
| posted by maldita @ 6:36 AM
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| Tuesday, May 27, 2003 |
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I am 27% evil.
I try to stay away from evil deeds but succumb to temptation every once in a while. I'm not quite on my way to hell but I certainly have some explaining to do.
Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com
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| posted by maldita @ 12:56 PM
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i am a child...hear me wail! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
Naughty Girl by Holly Valance
been a naughty girl...
know many things that a girl shouldn't know
i swear i never knew i could hurt you so
won't stop and try to turn the clock back
i won't beg, i'm no good at that
too late to start and act like a saint,
can't be something that i ain't.
but people make mistakes...if they are willing to make up for it, don't they deserve a chance?
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| posted by maldita @ 11:54 AM
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my cough really sucks! i can't even sleep well...though i tried to sleep the whole day...
new favorite songs:
Ignition by R.Kelly
Must be Dreaming by Frou Frou
ok fine i'll admit it: Rock your body by Justin Timberlake
Just bought a new cd by Michael Buble'...ok ok i know it sounds really funny "bubble boy"! but let me tell you about him. He's a dead ringer for John Mayer (actually looks even better) and he can sing like Sinatra. No bullshit! and you're talking to a Sinatra fan! he can sing like the best of them: Perry Como, Tony Bennet etc. Hmmm upon further analysis of his pictures in the CD sleeve, i think he's kinda older than Mayer. More mature...
Everyone's excited for me because of tomorrow. Actually so am I! to be perfectly honest, i couldn't sleep last night just thinking about it. I can tell you so many thoughts racing through my head. It has obviously been so long! About time =) I am going to have inner poise (quote Bridget) hahaha! as if! i'd rather be goofy Kate Hudson than stoic ice queen. hahaha! Oh well, with all my horoscope readings wishing me luck ahead...i guess i should be optimistic. who did i talk to today? macky, joao, sarah, gina (torres), tricia and frances. hehe i love my friends. I also got the sweetest comment from Tita Chel, Macky's mom today. While he was talking to me, she screamed some advice re: you-know-who...apparently these people have been hiding their true feelings all this time! geez. Then joao's mom also gave me some pep talk today on the bench with Gina. aaah the reliance on mature advice. or at least from more experienced mother figures =D
Life is good. Should be grateful for what i have, not what i don't.
So what do i have now? extra 10 pounds, a sore throat and cough...haha just kidding
my goal is to become 100 pounds again. well what do you know, i'm halfway there. I am not revealing my original weight! but let's just say i've already lost half of the original balance and so i need a few more weeks to go!
hmmm i remembered something just now. Me and my poor memory. My secret for getting over someone is...exactly what i just said...my poor memory. I cannot even remember the names of siblings of my exes, or some of our anniv's, their birthdays...sometimes i even forget their names! haha...i know that's bad. but hey it's a start. i can't even remember when we broke up anymore. I don't remember his home no. it's a start...hmm still remember our supposed two year anniv that's coming up in around a month...grrr...
Hey thanks for texting Paul! didn't know you cared. hehe...take care =) btw, you can call me "ate margie" haha. you can be one of the numerous adopted little brothers/sisters of mine!
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| posted by maldita @ 11:49 AM
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| Monday, May 26, 2003 |
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aaah my horoscope...full of interesting words today...
Daily Numeroscope - May 27, 2003
Life Path Number: 7
If you're involved in an emotionally complicated relationship, Margie, today may be the best time to part ways. The essence of the 9-vibration favors sound and mutual relationships. It also speaks to the need for closure in order to move forward toward greater personal growth and expansion. While it isn't ever easy to say goodbye to something you've invested your heart and soul into, sometimes it's necessary. If this is the case for you right now, don't put off the inevitable.
I'm having a blast using the conference of Yahoo messenger. Last Saturday was in a room with ramon, ozzy and cecile...today i'm with alia and meg =) i tried using the ICQ conference and it took us over 3 hours to get everyone together. some people couldn't see each other etc. it was so bad! so we finally gave up na lang..yahoo is so much better.
i'm sick today.bummer. at least i get to stay home. though i'm worried about two things: I haven't gotten everything from the dorm yet, and i haven't evaluated for the second sem. I wonder if they'll give me trouble for that evaluation thing...
I have kwento that made me jump up and down yesterday...super kilig evening for me last night! but i dont want to jinx it. i've been so praning about my whole situation this whole weekend, frances must be so kulit na with me! haha every little thing or worry i think of I text and ask her! but i guess the uncertainty is the fun part. Will tell more on thursday!
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| posted by maldita @ 8:42 PM
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Thank you to my ex-boyfriend's livejournal for reminding me of this song...
No Regrets by Robbie Williams
Tell me a story
Where we all change
And we’d live our lives together
And not estranged.
I didn’t lost my mind it was
Mine to give away
Couldn’t stand to watch me cry
You didn’t have the time
So I softly slip away…
No regrets, they don’t work
No regrets now, they only hurt
Sing me a love song
Drop me a line
Suppose it’s just a point of view
But they tell me I’m doing fine
I know from the outside
We looked good for each other
Felt things were going wrong
When you didn’t like my mother
I don’t want to hate but that’s
All you’ve left me with
A bitter aftertaste and a fantasy of
How we all could live
No regrets, they don’t work
No regrets now, they only hurt
We’ve been told you stay up late
I know they’re still talking
The demons in your head
If I could just stop hating you
Goodbye
I’d feel sorry for us instead
Remember the photographs (insane)
The ones where we all laugh (so lame)
We were having the time of our lives
Well thank you it was a real blast
Everything I wanted to be everytime I walked away
Everytime you told me to leave I just wanted to stay
Everytime you looked at me and every time you smiled
I felt so vacant you treat me like a child
I loved the way we used to laugh
I loved the way we used to smile
Often I sit down and think of you for a while
Someone else instead
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| posted by maldita @ 8:55 AM
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| Sunday, May 25, 2003 |
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my horoscope says...
Loving someone, Margie, is no guarantee that one day that person won't leave. There is no choice in the matter. You must give your love freely, and without strings attached. If you go toward people always asking for guarantees or protection, you will make them feel that you don't trust them. In turn, they won't trust you. It's a vicious cycle, and the only way out is through giving your heart unconditionally.
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| posted by maldita @ 7:51 AM
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from "Losing Grip" - Avril Lavigne
Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you
Like I’m not real
Didn’t you feel me wrap my arms around you
Why’d you turn away
‘Cause of what I have to say
I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That’s when I decided
Why should I care
Cause you weren’t there when I was scared
I was so alone
Yeah you need to listen
I’m starting to trip
I’m losing my grip
And I’m in this thing alone
Am I just some chick you placed beside you to take somebody’s place
When you turn around can you recognize my face
You used to love me, you used to hug me
Bu that wasn’t the case
Everything wasn’t ok
I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That’s when I decided
Why should I care
Cause you weren’t there when I was scared
I was so alone
Yeah you need to listen
I’m starting to trip
I’m losing my grip
And I’m in this thing alone
Crying out loud, I’m crying out loud
Open your eyes, open them wide
Why should I care
Cause you weren’t there when I was scared
I was so alone
If you don’t care then I don’t care
We’re not going anywhere |
| posted by maldita @ 7:44 AM
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| Friday, May 23, 2003 |
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something is wrong with my picturetrail! i cant access my account unless I upgrade!darn...that's 20 dollars rin ha...hmmm
what do you guys think? should I pay for it? |
| posted by maldita @ 11:32 PM
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Sometime during the night, I thought: “maybe I shouldn’t have come tonight.”
Today went to work as usual, then met up with Ozzy for dinner (since he was the only one who could make it from the plan) met up with Chris and we went to watch How To Lose a Guy in 10 days. A pity Ernan couldn’t make it since he had to edit a lot more stuff. Also sad that Alia couldn’t join us since she’s leaving for Cebu at 5am. (hey! She left already!)
Anyway, the movie was really good. Predictable but good. I guess you can’t help but rehash old formulas, especially for romantic comedies, but I think it is up to the actors to give it a differentiation. Here, I think Kate Hudson did a good job. Her quirks and expressions were really hilarious – and especially all the schemes to make this guy dump her. Examples would be: redecorating his place, baby talk, invading boys night, and crying about practically anything.
Let me make one thing clear. Yes, I know I am bitter. Can you blame me? I’m sorry if my words seem to hurt other people but I’m kinda using this blog as a sounding board so please bear with me k?
After hearing about you-know-who, I decided that if he wants to move on then so should I. but not in the same way. I’m not going to go out there and find a replacement just because I’m feeling lonely or insecure or whatever. I’ve had a number of boyfriends already (yes, friends know that info) and I’m not going to add another one just to appease my depression. I probably wouldn’t last long.
Ernan asked me if I hated him. I honestly don’t know. I really shouldn’t. If he doesn’t love me anymore, it’s not his fault. But maybe I hate that he makes me feel this bad. I hate the fact that I loved him so much only to be diminished into something with miniscule value.
I should just stick to movies. I want the story of Sixteen Candles…or Two Weeks Notice…or Notting Hill…or High Fidelity…or Jerry Maguire…I just want that happy ending. Don’t we all?
I was telling ozzy on the way home that I have a short term goal: to have no more tears to cry. I’ve been crying so much it’s a wonder I haven’t been dehydrated. I drink, smoke, cry and go to work. What a life. I don’t eat, don’t sleep.
Thanks, God - for showing me how nice and good these people are. I always knew he was their friend but I wasn’t sure they were mine. I really tried not to bring him up. Or feel affected. Or remember the old times when I’d hang out with them with him. But it’s not easy. Everyone who’s loved and lost knows that no matter how many times it happens to you, you don’t get used to it. I loved him the most. More than anyone in my life before. You usually try to be a better girlfriend each time. You have to improve right? But what I had was still not enough for him. Maybe his new girl can give something I can’t. Alexis tells me to stop comparing myself…how can I not? When he told me to my face that she takes care of him like I did. He told me he thinks he loves her. He told me he *bleep* her. How am I supposed to take it? Smile and bear it? I loved him. If I didn’t care then I could act like I didn’t. But I still do. And it hurts.
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| posted by maldita @ 11:11 PM
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| Monday, May 19, 2003 |
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Tue May 20, 2003 by Astrocenter.com
There may be the chance of a fresh, new beginning in terms of your love life, especially with today's astral energy. If you have recently just finished one relationship and had decided to stay single for a while, then you may have a surprise in store, as someone else marches into your life pretty quickly. You will be amazed at how fast the whole thing takes off.
Geez! i hope this is true! what if...=) |
| posted by maldita @ 10:20 PM
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| Sunday, May 18, 2003 |
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listening to...Medicine by Two Ton Shoe
thanks paul!
i want to watch Sponge Cola!!! |
| posted by maldita @ 8:52 AM
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| Saturday, May 17, 2003 |
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I just got home. Went out with Sad, Bene, Ed and Trina. We first met up in greenbelt. But temple was just so packed and we wanted to check out the Head Candy (tama ba yon?I can't remember) party at the nbc tent. Wow I didn’t realize how long it’s been since I went out…where I don’t need to worry about taking care of anyone but myself. And I also didn’t realize how long I’ve been away from my friends. I was just texting Trika that I missed my friends and I’m so glad to be free to hang out with them again.
The other night I bumped into an old friend also in greenbelt. We’ve been friends for how many years but we stopped hanging out of courtesy to joey. Not because he was a threat but simply because he understood that it wouldn’t look good for me to go out with a guy friend while I had a boyfriend. My guy friends all understood that unsaid rule and it goes to show that they had respect for joey’s feelings and I could be confident that they would always be there for me when I needed them even if we didn’t hang out anymore.
I moved home today. It felt really good. Of course, bringing one year’s worth of stuff from the dorm took me about three trips though. But all in all, it's great to be near my brother again. I missed our midnight talks about our day's experiences. He's really a blessing.
Joey asked me if I regret seeing him tonight at the NBC party. Without hesitation I said yes. I wished at that point that we didn’t see each other. I honestly, and this may sound mean, wish I could forget the two (actually around three) years that we were together. But now I think, thank God I saw him tonight. Now I can move on. I saw him for who he really is and upon further analysis…I am better off without him. Not to put all the blame on him. But I just wouldn’t grow into a better person if I stayed with him anyway. And a partner for life is someone you want to grow with. Someone who brings out the best in you.
Frances told me Joey had nothing to do with me changing my life for the better. I decided to do that a long time before I met him. Even when I was with Miguel pa. So I don’t owe him anything. He didn’t change me. I changed for myself. I didn’t ride on his wave. I made my own to ride on.
I finished first year in AIM because of my own dedication. I have my own friends, not because of him. I have learned to enjoy a quiet night at home by myself. I don’t need to go out and get drunk to have a good time. I got the job in Colgate Palmolive all on my own. He was just a bonus.
The difference between the Margie who got heartbroken ten years ago and the Margie who is heartbroken now is that I have learned to preserve myself. When this happened to me ten years ago, I was devastated. No friends, no life. Everything revolved around the boyfriend. But now, it’s like a part of me has been taken but it’s not like a vital organ, but more like a small functional one. Like a pinky finger. Even with four fingers you can still use your hand right? Hehe bad analogy but it will have to do.
To all my friends reading this, thanks for all your kind words that get me through each day. I don’t wake up with this hollow feeling inside. I can actually say to myself every morning that I have something to look forward to…and that is being with you. Receiving caring text messages for you…hugs….smiles…having coffee or just getting a call to say hello.
Ok…time to say goodnight. Am watching The Hours tomorrow with Frances. Heard it’s a really good movie! Can’t wait =)
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| posted by maldita @ 2:08 PM
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| Wednesday, May 14, 2003 |
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If you look at my horoscope once more, you will notice it mentions me doing what it takes to finish a project and that I shouldn’t let this make me cranky or whatever. Well, I guess it’s true again. The other night I was doing the group paper for marketing management. Finished a 15 page paper and a 20 slide presentation. All by 6:30am and had just an hour’s sleep before waking up at 7:30 because the presentation was at 8am. God knows how friggin tired I was and right after the presentation, I went straight to my room and slept. I couldn’t stay for the other presentations…sorry about that, but I had no sleep! I was about to collapse! And that I did. At 9am I passed out on the bed, didn’t get up for my two classes that afternoon and just slept. I’d still wake up and cry but then I’d go back to sleep again. You have no clue how tired my eyes are. From both activities.
So what happens when you sleep all day and are wide awake the whole night? You get even more depressed. I went to meet Karl, Jin and Kat for coffee but realized I didn’t want coffee. I wanted a drink. I was becoming bad company at some point so I just left them. I hate it when that happens. I start to feel shitty and I KNOW I’m going to take it out on the people right there so I just leave right away before it gets to that point.
The walk from Coffee Bean to AIM is still pretty long. Needless to say, I didn’t get back to the dorm…until today at around 8:30am. I ended up having a drink somewhere and crashing in my friend’s apartment. Gosh! I realized I haven’t done that in a long time! I don’t really like it either. One, you’re taking up part of your friend’s bed. Two, you always have to be on guard when you drink as to who is hitting on you and Three, there’s no one who cares where or what you’re doing.
Then again, he never cared. He never checked to see if I was home safe. Or who I was with. I still remember a discussion last night in my tipsy stupor (hehe, di pa laseng) wherein a friend was telling me that being lonely is a feeling that doesn’t go away which is why I should allot around a year to get over someone. Then I said, the only thing worse than being single and feeling lonely is being in a relationship and still feeling lonely. That’s what I felt sometimes.
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| posted by maldita @ 6:18 PM
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| Sunday, May 11, 2003 |
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my horoscope for Monday May 12
You are in a good position to make major breakthroughs in your life, Margie. Your incredible sensitivity is working to your advantage and giving you insight into things that other people have absolutely no clue about. The good news is that with this sensitivity comes an extra grounding force that is helping you to be more practical in your decisions and rational in regard to your actions. This wonderful combination of forces is helping you attain the success and good fortune you deserve.
talking to John-D helped me realize that i'm really not at fault and things can only get better for me. I need to focus on school/exams now and just get my mind off things. There is just so much to do and I can't throw that all away because of a lousy relationship. He was good to me once but i can't help it if he decided not to love me anymore. Or himself, for that matter. I, on the other hand, can choose to love myself now.
Thanks mom, for the bracelet =) maybe it will give me good energy like you said. By the way, happy mothers day! =)
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my yahoo horoscope today May 11, 2003 Sunday
Today the cosmic conditions couldn't be better for peak physical and mental energy, Margie, and with this, you'll be able to take on most anything. With an added increase to your confidence level as well, now is the time to take steps towards your greatest goals. Rather than worrying about rejection remember the 'nothing ventured, nothing gained' rule of thumb. Even though you aren't one for much risk taking in some regards, the ones you choose to take today will likely be well worth it.
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| posted by maldita @ 12:15 PM
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from the song "complicated" by Avril lavigne
Chill out...what you yelling for?
lay back, it's all been done before...
I like you the way you are
when we're driving in your car
and you're talking to me one on one
but you've become somebody else
around everyone else
you're trying to be cool
you look like a fool to me...
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else
it gets me so frustrated...
honesty you're never gonna find me faking
dressed up like you're someone else
where you are and where
it's sad to see
you're making me laugh out when you strike a pose
you know you're not fooling anyone
when you've become somebody else
around everybody else
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i have edited this entry...i think it's more censored it...I need it around to remind me of stuff that i felt...and maybe remind me that I shouldn't be too angry that i might hurt people in the process...
I can't even move on in peace! *bleep* called me up today asking how HE was...because apparently last night he was *bleep* well what the fuck! it was *bleep* path to fucking greatness and now i'm still being blamed *bleep* doesn't love me and *bleep* for two whole damn years and *bleep*. Am i to blame for every failure * bleep* and you DID say you wanted to meet other *bleep* and forget everything that we had! because God knows I tried my best and that i deserve someone who knows my worth!
im just venting here. |
| posted by maldita @ 4:35 AM
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| Saturday, May 10, 2003 |
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| i don't think you realize how much i miss you. Even if you don't think of me anymore. what can i do about it? i've fought for our relationship for so long, i feel like i have to face the fact that you'll never come back. But then i'm still left with this hope that you will. |
| posted by maldita @ 12:08 PM
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There's someone out there for me...
It's just taking him a while to get here...
so i'll just sit back...
"Love Song for No One" by John Mayer
Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me
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| posted by maldita @ 11:45 AM
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I like the idea of the phoenix, whether it's the bird or the mythical creature...whether the greek or chinese or arabic describe it...it all means the same thing. No matter what happens to you in life, you pick up the pieces and live again.
It’s been too long and I’m lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said I’ve been needin’ you,wantin’ you
Wonderin’ if you’re the same and who’s been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you
Off to college, yes, you went away
Straight from high school you up and left me
We were close friends, also lovers
Did everything for one another
Now you’re gone and I’m lost without you here now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow
Come back to me (To me)
Can you feel me (Callin’)
Hear me callin’ for you (For you)
‘Cause it’s been too long and I’m lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said I’ve been needin’ you,wantin’ you
Wonderin’ if you’re the same and who’s been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes
Now I’m sittin’ here thinkin’ ‘bout you
And the days we used to share
It’s drivin’ me crazy, I don’t know what to do
I’m just wonderin’ if you still care
And I wanna let you know that it’s killin’ me
I know you got another life, you gotta concentrate,baby
Come back to me (To me)
Can you feel me (Callin’)
Hear me callin’ for you (For you)
‘Cause it’s been too long and I’m lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said I’ve been needin’ you,
wantin’ you (Baby)
Wonderin’ if you’re the same and who’s been with you
- from "Miss You" by Aaliyah |
| posted by maldita @ 11:21 AM
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