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| Sunday, October 01, 2006 |
| one fine day. |
it's a painful process. separation.
even with bigger problems and issues on the surface - typhoons, trauma, death - it is still impossible to rise above your own anguish.
i spent a quality weekend with my baby. having had to compress several years worth of experiences...all in less than a month. i am a juggler and a liar. a circus act of wills. i sacrifice and risk it all...to get the lesser of regrets.
only chunky rice understands these feelings.
if only i could stop time and just enjoy a tension free three weeks. reading comic books while lying on his lap. with a periodic kiss on the cheek or forehead. i could do that forever. i want to throw everything else away for those last moments. but at what expense?
everyone says to trust. have faith. and pray that the universe helps us find our way together again.
i'm working on it. all or nothing.
One fine day, youll look at me
And you will know our love was, meant to be
One fine day, youre gonna want me for your girl
The arms I long for, will open wide
And youll be proud to have me, right by your side...
Ill keep waiting, and, someday darling
Youll come to me when you want to settle down
One fine day, well meet once more
one fine day by natalie merchant |
posted by maldita @ 8:43 AM
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