my fault, my failure, is not in the PASSIONS I have, but in my lack of CONTROL of them. - Jack Kerouac
:: musings of a misfit ::: girlish dreams
Thursday, March 03, 2005
girlish dreams
there are days when i just want to look prettier. I don't know why some consider that shallow...i understand that the shell has, more often that not, given a wrong perspective on a person's inner qualities. But sometimes, looking good makes you feel good. and vice versa. ok now, i've confused even myself.
Well the summer days have arrived. Notice the harsh sunlight when you stick your arm out the car window while having a smoke? It is sharp and gets worse as the afternoon wears on. I have no beach plans yet...but my hopes are still there. maybe to a nearby area where friends and i can have an exciting roadtrip as well.
Given the fact that i have been trying to get into the habit of fixing up for work each day...i'm excited to try out new stuff. here's our favorite model...and the kind of look i've been toying with... I also have the dream of a golden tan...sigh...but i'm workin on it!
she had eyes like two turntables mix(h)er in between my dreams and reality blend in ancient themes the bas(e)is of isis
cross-faded to ankh the beat drops like a cliff over looking my heart - Saul Williams
