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| Friday, January 02, 2004 |
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I'm getting tired of the pessimistic tones of people regarding my situation. Here i am trying to ignore the known characteristic of scorpios to always be in control and its hard enough as it is to disregard the fear that is surrounding my happiness. I wish friends and so-called friends would stop rushing the definitions, trying to fake intuition when all they have are sweeping statements of cynicism. I have been striving to adapt a more taoist nature and let things happen on their own time because if you use up the instances analyzing an unforeseeable future, the moments just pass you by. Or if we succumb to that fear we are left paralyzed by our own anxiety.
CLARITY by John Mayer
I worry I weigh three times my body
I worry I throw my fear around
But this morning there's a calm I can't explain
The rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain
By the time I recognize this moment
This moment will be gone
But I will bend the light pretending
That it somehow lingered on
And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will wait to find if this will last forever
And I will wait to find that it won't and it won't because it can't
It just can't (It's not supposed to)
Was there a second of time I looked around?
Did I sail through or drop my anchor down?
Was anything enough to kiss the ground
And say I'm here now? And she is here now
So much wasted in the afternoon
So much sacred in the month of June
How bout you?
And I will wait to find If this will last forever
And I will pay no mind when it won't and it won't because it won't
And I will waste no time worried bout no rainy weather
And I will waste no time remaining in our lives together |
posted by maldita @ 8:50 AM
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