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| Tuesday, July 25, 2006 |
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i've been told that my managers' expectations of me are very high.
my mind is still on overdrive, trying to keep up with my own standards. and i don't think it's enough...or as fast as i'd like it to be.
hard to describe to others. so i won't even bother elaborating.
whatever advice you have for me? easier said than done so don't bother. you aren't helping.
caco sent me a nice thoughtful message the other day. frances also sent me a sweet message saying she missed me. it HAS been too long since we last talked or saw each other. bumped into old friends - jolly and marc last weekend who actually told me i looked so different. like i've become someone new, many changes and that it was a good thing.
but i'm still not in the zone. i'm still not comfortable. i'm still nervous. i'm still wishing for more time with my baby. i'm still hoping for bigger brain capacity. i'm still praying for patience.
As my friend IA said in her multiply blog: Decide.Commit.Resolve.
No matter how hard things seem to be in the short term, the long-term fruits make it all worth it. |
posted by maldita @ 7:05 AM
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